From the New York Times & USA Today bestselling author who brought you the Nice Girl to Love trilogy, comes A Nice GUY to Love spin-off…
Brian Sullivan has been in love twice in his lifetime. He lost his first love to early-onset Huntington’s, and he lost the other more recently…to his brother. And somehow, his heart has managed to heal itself after both. Amazingly, without therapy. That doesn’t mean Brian hasn’t gotten more wary along the way, however. In fact, he’s been thinking lately that maybe his brother’s now retired nothing-but-flings rule isn’t such a bad idea. Unfortunately, being the nice guy poster boy and all, he isn’t exactly versed in the fine art of flings. So he looks to the outrageously ‘unique,’ provokingly button-pushing Tessa Daniels for a crash course.
There’s absolutely no way he’s falling in love with this one…right?
Tessa has no idea what she was thinking telling Brian that she was some sort of fling expert. She’s never been flung before and she sure as heck doesn’t know where or how to begin flinging a guy like Brian. It was a temporary lapse in sanity, really—no doubt because of the can’t-help-but-fall-for-him brain fuzz that hits her whenever he’s around. Not only does the man have her being more herself than she’s ever been in her life, but he’s the only person she knows who seems to have as many demons and skeletons in the closet as she does. What’s more, he’s got her thinking of the one thing she stopped letting herself even hope for years ago.
A happily ever after.
** Spoilers Maybe Present **
First off I want to thank the author for providing me with an ARC of this book to read and review for this blog tour ❤
Secondly this is the first book for me to read by this author, but let me tell you this it certainly won’t be the last.
Last but not least, please have your tissues at the ready.
This is such an emotional and heartfelt story.
From the first page to the last page I was in constant tears.
After loosing her family in ways no other can imagine Tessa has had a hard life. Loosing her sister, her best friend to the JHD (Juvenile Huntington’s Disease) opened my eyes. I’ve only heard little about this disease so reading this book opened my eyes. For those who don’t know what HD is let me tell you:
Huntington’s disease is an inherited disease of the brain that damages certain brain cells.
The disease damages some of the nerve cells in the brain, causing deterioration and gradual loss of function of these areas of the brain. This can affect movement, cognition (perception, awareness, thinking, judgement) and behaviour.
Early symptoms can include personality changes, mood swings and unusual behaviour, although these are often overlooked and attributed to something else.
Huntington’s disease was originally called Huntington’s chorea, after the Greek word for dancing. This is because the associated involuntary movements of the condition can look like jerky dancing.
In the majority of cases, Huntington’s disease is caused by an inherited faulty gene. However, in around 3% of cases there is no family history of the disease.
Even after loosing her sister and her father Tessa feels like she no-longer has any family. Mother you say?
Well she left when Tessa was younger, couldn’t cope looking after a sick child, knowing that she would deteriorate and eventually not recognize her, Tessa’s mother, wanted out!
After loosing his wife to HD Brian is going through all sorts of emotions, especially with a 50/50 percent chance that his daughter “Skylar” may have the same disease.
How much more pain and loss can a man take?
You’d think that he was being punished for something unbeknown to him.
First his wife and now is daughter…
So he decides to take a leap out of his brother’s “Connor’s” book and take a ride on the “Fling” side….oh and who better to get aquainted with other than the lovely pixie type girl TESSA.
I loved the lust and the sexual tension that brews throughout this book between Tessa & Brian
“It’s simply not reasonable to expect a girl to have a filter with all that steamy-eyes, bicep-popping, talking-like-a-wet-dream-voice-over madness going on!” ~ Tessa
“And it you don’t stop talking that one day is going to be today – all your work deadlines bedamned. So for the love of God, stop pushing me before you sentence us to an even longer bout of hot, hard, take-you-six-ways-to-Sunday sex.” ~ Brian
Although there are trying times in this book and a few surprises that I didn’t see coming, this is definitely an eye opener and although yes, there is sort of a HEA, its still begs to question of, will it actually be “THE” HEA both Brian and Tessa so gracefully deserve?
“Babe we can’t,” he somehow managed to punch out. Voice gravelly, he drew his hands back to safer territory and said roughly, “You’re hurting and your emotions have gone through the wringer tonight. I can’t take advantage of you like that.”
And yet still, he couldn’t bear to let her go completely.
“Then don’t,” she replied simply, arms twining around his shoulders. “Let me take advantage of you.”
Jerking back to put some head-clearing distance between them was about as painful as ripping off his own skin.
“Sweetheart, why don’t we just hang out tonight? We can sit and talk more about those dickheads we ran into tonight if it’ll help, or we could just watch a movie…anything you want to do.”
He quickly snatched her wandering hands as they traveled down his lats and started tugging at the hem of his t-shirt. “Anything except that,” he groaned. “Work with me here, woman.” Raggedly, he put his forehead against hers and counted to ten to try and find the tattered remains of his restraint.
The thought almost made him laugh. Who was he kidding? He had no restraint when it came to Tessa. By the fifth second, his lips had already found their way back to hers.
And goddammit if her whole body didn’t just tremble right there in his arms.
She was just so mind-wreckingly responsive. As usual, without even trying, she was driving him batshit crazy.
Tapping into a reserve even he didn’t know he had, he broke off the kiss and took another step away from her.
Then he watched in sad disbelief as her expression became completely shuttered a half an instant later—closing him out behind the walls of a now ten-story castle and a moat filled with fire-breathing piranhas.
The lightning quick response time of her defenses was a punch to his gut, a tragic reminder of how much she’d been through, how hard she’d had to fight to not let it all destroy her.
“Look Brian, if you don’t want to, you can just tell me you know. I just thought we had something and we could have a great night exploring it. But hey, I’m a big girl; you don’t have to make excuses to let me down easy…”
He gave her a look that said he wondered about her IQ before grabbing her hand and dragging it over the zipper of his jeans. “Does that feel like I don’t want to?”
Her eyes widened, and her grip closed tight around him.
Bourbon soaked shards of glass went hissing down his throat. “For chrissakes, stop.” The blood supply in his brain was dipping down to a dangerous low.
And the damn temptress was clearly all torn up about it. He glared at the smile she was biting back. “I’m glad you find this so amusing.”
“It’s not amusement, it’s relief. Here I was thinking it was just me getting affected with my perpetually wet panties around you and all.”
A seriously pained groan escaped him then. “To preserve my sanity—and your panties—don’t use the word wet in any more sentences tonight.”
She sighed. “I really don’t know why you’re making such a big deal out of this. It’s just sex. I’m not looking for anything serious. You heard Gavin earlier this evening. Being the ‘good girl’ was never exactly my thing.” She brushed up against the hardening ridge tenting his jeans to drive home her point.
With a muttered curse, he clamped one arm around her waist and tangled his free hand in her hair. “Sweetheart, this thing between us is a big deal,” he said roughly, tugging gently on her hair and nearly losing it when she arched her back in response. Her fitted tee was so paper-frickin’-thin. One sharp yank was all it’d take to rip it right down the middle.
Jesus Christ, he needed to find some control.
“Whether this thing between us lasts one night or ten, when, and yes I said when we have sex, I’ll make damn sure that every single second of it seeps into your bones, burns into your memory, and turns into a relentless craving that makes you forget all the assholes from your past.” He ran his lips along the thrumming pulse at her throat.
“And if I’m really lucky, it’ll also help ruin you for all other men completely.”
New York Times & USA Today bestselling author Violet Duke is a former professor of English Education who is ecstatic to now be on the other side of the page writing wickedly fun contemporary romance novels. When she’s not arguing with her story characters or feeding her book-a-day reading addiction, she enjoys tackling reno projects with her power tools while trying pretty much anything without reading the directions first and cooking ‘special edition’ dishes that laugh in the face of recipes. Violet lives in Hawai’i with her two cute kids and similarly adorable husband.